cq, I've got the strength to laugh at what you said too !
Where's your brilliant sense of humour gone? Go and find it immediately !! In fact the sanity of this forum depends on it !
The joke is...that in my bleary depressed state, and having spent months being a complete fruitcake in front of this poor patient shrink...I then invited him to "try" the stuff I had been taking ( figuratively ,that is ! ) by inviting him to see " Maharaji" ( my saviour ) who was doing a program in Paris ( where I used to live ).