I gave it a fair chance for 28 yrs, pretty intensively during the 1st 12 of the LOTU period, then a 6 yr gap, then a 10 yr stint of doing the K under the new cool laid back style.

Funnily enough it's only since finding out that Rawat is a hypocritical charlatan back in 2000, courtesy of the info on EPO which I knew nothing about previously, that I've been able to make a proper evaluation of what the 'experience' is.

It's nothing. Or to qualify; without the belief that Rawat is in some mysterious way connected to the Divine, it's nothing.

Of course that's what he says himself & which you doubtless agree with. 

I hope you have not become so cynical that you have stopped looking for something that can enrich your life.

On the contrary.  I had become so cynical whilst a premie that I'm finding it difficult, but not impossible, to reconnect with the rest of mankind.