darren

You are winding me up right?  Or you are simply seeing what you want to see and ignoring the rest of JM's post? Why have you not also quoted other parts of his post where it is perfectly clear that he is saying that what premies do with their online websites is counter-productive to them? 

English is not JM's mother tongue and he obviously meant, when you read his full post, "I had been in such a state of mind for months."  He is obviously talking about the time, some years ago, when he was a wavering premie.

I ask again, "care to introduce yourself?"