These guys should know that leaving a group like theirs is a time when you're full of questions, and thinking about maybe going back to the fold ! I'm sure this has been the experience of many of us.

I was in this state of mind for months - back in 1996 when I was a wavering premie.

BUT when you see how some of your 'friends' behave when you're in that intermediary situation ......... like banning you, cutting relationships and friendships - is VERY MUCH eye opening !!!!!

Why do they behave like this ? What are they trying to achieve ? Why are they fighting ? Why can't they admit critics ? Was this not a cult after all ? Why do they mistake critic for harrassment ? Why can't these apparently normal guys think straight ?

That helps you to draw some conclusions IMO.

And why they can't figure this themselves is also very interesting !!!!! Why can't they understand that their libelous websites, and the way they talk bout their critics reflects so badly on them ? When it's so transparent for anybody else ?

There are so many questionable groups everywhere - some of them quite famous. Very few behave like this.

Think and ponder about it !!