>You have disclosed enough for now. Welcome and relax at the rate that you can comfortably. -Sanford

I am going through a painful period of disillusionment after almost 3 decades. -Max

>The only difference between you and me on this is one decade...I was in for a little over two decades, but I can really relate to the 'painful disillusionment' and I know just about everyone here can too. -Sanford

My position in EV was fairly high and this is the first time I post a message here. -Max

>You got me on that one, I was just a rank and file premie, but there are some around here who like yourself also had positions of responsibility. You are in good company.
-Sanford

I know it is hard to believe but it has been very difficult to actually sit and write down this message. It is going to be even harder to actually post it. -Max

>The first message is the hardest one, so you have done the heaviest lifting by making the first post, now it will get easier. It is not hard to believe anything you said, Max. I am sure many others here realize and can appreciate that too, how hard it is to do what you are doing. We know because we did it too. It's an ongoing process that will get easier as time goes by. In the meantime, welcome and take it easy on yourself. You are among friends. -Sanford