I,m really sorry to be so vague. At the time of the conversation with my friend ( I haven't heard from her for some time now- maybe I'll phone her ) I wasn't yet " on line " and the site was under construction. However those were the names she mentioned so I apologise if I've been misleading. However she was adamant she wouldn't let her story be altered  . When I did get on-line I was dial-up and it was expensive ( and slow ) trawling around. I think I searched the correct site but her story wasn't there.

At that time I was still excusing Rawat everything and following his line that " Honcho" premies, Instructors etc were hopeless so I was disappointed and suspicious ( that they would not publish a premie's true feelings ) but not hugely surprised.

EDIT: I've just looked at enjoyinglife.org and her story is there.

But is it the "unabridged" version?