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I have been wanting to write. Excavate the memories embedded like jewels in this Earthen vessel of mine.
So much, an overflow of experience that demanded the smaller identification of what I know as myself gets out of the way. It is the same now, if I want this to be accurate. I want these words to convey some feeling aspect that hits you in your hearts core and sends you reeling, for that is what really takes place.
He says around him, in the personal sense, its not like everyone is oozing this experience.
He emphasized we have so many concepts, and he wished to dismantle each one of them.
In order to dismantle an object however you have to know what your working on, so he reiterated many in a joking manner, or serious referral. He said we don't know how close we are to a global disintegration. He did not put it that way, but he spoke alot about our insanity with war and religion.
Joked alot about how politics, religion and society are all in bed with each other. Each completely intertwined with the other.
He spoke about a new version of smartcard that is needed for the smart aspect has dwindled not only in the cards but in us. He mentioned he didn't know if there was a smart human being.
He made us laugh and smile unceasingly and cry to the depths. He gave of him self like rain in the desert, and the first night of the event it poured, lightning and thunder, and he asked if we wanted to stay. We all shouted yes, then he said there is some shelter closer tot he stage so many went close, to take that protection. So as it poured, the umbrellas of Knowledge over our heads, we sat soaking in ...
all that our hearts crave.
Without doubt he is the most beautiful and transfixing, of all that dwell in this creation.
The last day, he held an event in the morning, but then it started raining again in the afternoon.
I never prayed so hard to anyone who would listen to stop the downpour. 1/2 hour before the event the sun emerged, a rainbow over the event site commenced, and we were overjoyed.
He put together a compilation of images for the 40th anniversary, memories flashing rapidly of all the times so close, and a few gorgeous shots i have never seen.
He spoke about accepting, realizing how that power dwells completely in our hearts, never apart.
So one has the dual aspect of understanding that, where it is so natural to be near him, yet then one is gripped with such a gratitude for being in this company. One can have that experience now, as we must,
but presence catapults that feeling, so we can go in and savor the absolute.
He spoke of this single prop plane that a guy had to get out of the plane to turn by hand the propeller.
But it wouldn't start, so he kept raising the throttle. He would go back into the plane and raise it incrementally until it was fully loaded. Then it started but he had only put one bulster under one of the tires not both, and so it started turning in circles. He tried to hold on to take control, but as he did so, the one bolster became dislodged and so the plane began to just go down the runway without him.
He just kept going then took off.
A helicopter crew decided to go up and follow it and warn everyone that here was this errant flyer without a pilot, and they were up there following this thing for an hour and 45 minutes.
Then it ran out of fuel, but it just floated down, and actually landed without a scratch.
He said we try to control everything, but often left on its own, it is fine. Our intervention often convolutes everything, complications - when in reality it could be simple.
He empasized - ask and you shall receive. That it is not good enough to go to the door, but one must ring the doorbell.
His kindness poured. He said that in the future there would be retirement communities. Health modalities, beautiful gardens etc. He said he designed these modular homes, that don't need tools to construct, and that it would take two people about a 1/2 day to put up.
He said they would be in several locations, and we could sometimes fly one to the other.
There was so much love. There - IS - so much love.
Much more was spoken, experienced. This was an appetizer. The last two days, there were two programs each day. Expressions of gratitude.
So will try to write again. Just wished to get a little of this on paper.
We are so fortunate. Always remember how fortunate you are.
Hearts regards;
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