" Well it was a long time ago and my memory isn't perfect so I went back to the source to find out whether it was those of us who loved satsang, service and meditation and were "blissed out" or you whining, moaning, guilt-ridden, fearful types who were in your minds about Sant Ji being the vengeful messiah who had the true understanding from the heart."

Grrr! You wind me up Paddy but I'm beginning to see that you are possibly more confused and traumatised than the rest of us and deserve some compassion ( ?)