I am a very critical person with little patience at times... communication and understanding people has been part of my studies, for years and continues to be, that, without giving away more for personal - family- reasons.

In my opinion, what we have here is a person who was involved for ONLY 6 years and who probable NEVER got to the level of SURRENDER many of us got.  Paddy feels compelled to understand even that Paddy CANNOT comprehend BECAUSE NEVER WALKED OUR WALK.

I see too much "I-am-at-top- of -things -and -you -don't type of attitude coming from paddy and that CAN be an indication of her/his need to feel superior as to shut others off, even if it means judging what she/he cannot understand BECAUSE DID NOT WALK THE SAME WALK THAN US... Paddy needs to think better, yeah.  Too often, there is no fairness in her posts and there are a few contradictions as well.  I love humans but I detest BS thrown around in purpose.  I made up my mind.

Where is Jim when you need him. Dang it!

MAHARAJI is an aberrant disgusting being, no excuses.