....that we didn't have to be mentally ill before we joined the cult to be "pushed over the edge" psychologically afterwards.The revolting truth is , that disallowing anyone with a history of mental illness to " aspire" to receiving knowledge ( as per " The Keys" requirements) won't make any difference to the kind of damage that membership of this cult can do.This kind of "selection" is another way of squirming out of the true history of the past by suggesting that people who became disturbed within the cult had already been disturbed before and that this problem is now solved by the  screening out of the vulnerable.

I know that I was damaged by it all ,and am feeling more in control of my life and stronger by the day.Thanks to all who post here (inc. those who aren't posting at the moment) for the help.It is now over a year since I ex-ed.

Thanks Hilltop..... the guru's poetry is a recipe for insanity........it wasn't my fault that I sometimes felt like I was going crazy.