http://www.forum8.org/forum8/singer/singer_cults.htm

this is only a good site: http://www.freedomofmind.com/resourcecenter/contact/

You began to reason in another new way and that is very positive.  You tought you "were just watching videos" and getting some "life inspiration', but what occurred went deeper than you thought and you are seeing that, but as I said below, it will not be as difficult as it would have been as many of us, spending decades of our lives....

You will be okay, I think.

I sense that now you want to wake your parents up... first, get yourself "in place". rawat is a buffon and he is NOT your friend.

Enjoy freedom of mind.  It is priceless!