Don't get me wrong, if you're involved in this sort of enquiry, and heaven knows I've certainly spent most of my life in it, then K was about as good as it got. Mind you, I'd try reading U.G. Krishnamurti's stuff if I was you, it might help to clear out some of your fuzzies.You've reminded me of my first 'encounter' with K circa 1964 at the Theosophical bookshop one night they showed a movie of K talking. At the end the much older friend who'd taken me along said "What do you think?" I replied "Sounds good so can you introduce me to one of the people here who experience this limitless truth?". Embarassed silence all round.
You seem to be one of those people who accept any thing they think is positive from any source. Since my time in DLM I demand a pure source and so far I haven't found any.