Actually that post did bring back a memory. I sometimes said to people who asked me about my invovlement: either I've spent years practising the "Knowledge of Guru Maharaji" and realised I'd made a huge mistake or I've left the "Lotus Feet of the Perfect Master and Lord of the Universe".Either way it's lose lose situation. But I only ever said it as a rhetorical flourish, I've never really considered the second possibility to be, well, possible and as the years have rolled on that has just become more obvious.
" ... next million lifetimes" -- I was much more experiential about Knowledge and related possibilities. Other lifetimes seems as impractical to me as other multiiverses, if you can't disprove them don't think about them.