Thanks for your response, I respect your point of view, but, what I don't understand is why if you can blame yourself for what you think you did wrong , we can't   blame Maharaji for what he did. Maybe we are responsible for some choices we made , and he is responsible for some choices he made, like not telling us the truth when he found out that he was  "Mr. Nobody". Don't you think? Why  are you afraid to bring him down? He  is already down!  Are you sure you never, ever believed he  was God? I'm sorry Eileen but I don't believe you. Nobody does what you did for a simple human motivational speaker. Think again!