Fiesty Good Fairy! Good one but far from it. I sure in the hell don't think I have all the answers or want to put everyone straight. Its a forum for pete sakes. Your distrust is understandable given your past w/M & I apologize if I gave you or give anyone else here that impression. That was not my intent at all! Other members on this forum sent me PM's (and I gladly shared my background w/them) & they researched about me before judging & coming to conclusions. All you had to do was ask. 

By the way I am very alive & well on this earthly realm of life.