I recall one day being summoned from the residence in Miami to "hurry up and get downstairs to the boat dock!"... I ran as quickly as I could... got to the dock and found M approaching in his red Donzi. My task was to hold the boat still while M got out. Well... this was an easy task for me ... but I found myself in M's way as he tried to get past me. He gave me a look like ...> "who IS this guy?" LOL ... I just smiled and said hello and then helped tie the boat to the dock.... Funny how this brief episode was enough attention for me to handle some of the nasty attitudes of some of the other premies that were there at the residence. In fact, I personally got more abuse from premies than I did from M or Marolyn, Rajaji or any other so called x rated premie. > As I said before in my earlier post... had it not been for my main interest in seeing K spread to everyone, and M's poor decision making (actually non decision making) and waking up to the fact that this whole thing was NOT about spreading K but rather a self serving mechanism for idolotry and fundraising, I probably would have still been involved!!! Oh well.... I guess people get out of this what they choose. As an optimist and a sincere one at that.... my reasons for coming to M and recieving K were always clear to me. For a while the ends justified the means.... of course only until I saw that the ends were not what I came to M for initially! Damn I wish I knew where it had changed! I kinda feel that the original efforts were on mark... perhaps if M had listened to Mishler or Detmers... or anyone!