The only thing I would add is the part about the chronic trolls is that the damage they do here and elsewhere with their illegal websites (we are not Public persons and we have rights to privacy that Maharaji has given up in his quest) is nothing compared to the real damage they do when they steal your trust.

Precisely.  And the worst part is that we don't know the real names of those people who purposely hurt us, even today.  And yes I remember well "teenaged girl troll" ("daughter of premies") who lead everyone down the garden path, posting on the forum with her sweetness and openness, and then said that she didn't care if Jagdeo victim "A" had been raped by a herd of elephants.  That "teenager" turned out to be a grown midde-aged premie man from Australia who said it while victim "A" was posting on the forum regularly under her real name, which she always had done.  No one can imagine how cruel that was unless they were there.   Everyone did feel psychologically raped.  And that's just one example of the extent those trolls will go to protect Rawat at our expense. 

They stop at nothing and the result of that is I've grown not to care all too much, what other people think of me. Those premies used every bit of personal information about me to distort, lie, mischaracterize, and psychologically abuse me.  I know people are sick of the word "abuse" but I can't think of another one. So, my skin has grown thick.  But, I do know how to admit when I've made a mistake, too and that's another part of posting.  It's okay to be wrong and admit it.  Heck, posting as an ex-premie is a huge admission that I did something so wrong:  I joined that cult!

But, now the forum is much safer.

Thanks for your heartfelt words, Babaluji.  They mean a lot to me.

Love,

Cynth