Andries,
Will you please shut up from parrotting the cult apologist line all the time. It's a trite point that anger can always lead someone to a somewhat jaundiced view of a person. That goes without saying but you and the cult apologists keep saying it. Why? Because it's used as a little loophole through which cult apologists try to drive their entire train of lies and denial.
Anyway, you should get out of here. You've been here long enough, you're not an ex-premie, you don't have any particular interest here and you're irritating.