Jonx,

Is this the same 100 percent as the one you referred to earlier?  You remember, the 100 percent certainty that a degree doesn't bring happiness?  That same one?  If so, then you should drop the "1" and just leave the remaining zeros.

If this rawat "church" doesn't involve "belief systems," then why does an aspirant have to sit for hours and hours listening to the keys?  Why do they have to empty their minds of "doubt."  If it were really THE truth, it wouldn't matter whether you doubted it or not.  It would just work.  It doesn't and it costs much in terms of time and personal wealth to find that out.

The "fantasy," as you refer to it, was created by M, with M's blessing and M's direct involvement.  It wasn't "my" fantasy, it was his!  All I did was hope that it wasn't a fantasy....... ah, well, so much for the pie-in-the-sky youthful exuberance and guileless trust.  Remember? That was part of the "requirements" of this fantasy, too.  Trust! 

Tell M to give this oh-so-phenomenal "knowledge" to anyone who asks, WHEN THEY ASK...... that moment exactly!  No keys, no preconditions, no waiting periods, nothing.  You see? He can't do it!  Why?  Because, Mr. 100 Percent, he has to pump a belief system down your throat, FIRST!

Talk about lack of honesty!  You can't even admit that simple set of facts to yourself.  Hey, by the way, is he god today, perfect master today, and inspirational speaker today, a guru today, THE satguru today?  Which one(s)?