Hi noword,

Here's the bad news- you're a member of a religious cult. You must have at least entertained a suspicion that this may be the case at some point in your premie life, even if it was only for a few moments. Maybe you had some questions which you slipped, unanswered, to the back of your mind. Maybe you felt uncomfortable about some things, and pushed them aside. Because the Lord had come and you were experiencing the Truth, and your heart was full etc.

Anyway, like the rest of us, and like all those folk who joined the Moonies, Scientology, TM, the Orange People, etc,  you ended up in a small, self-contained little group of mainly old hippies, clutching your "Truth", and knowing, deep in your heart, that you had found the one true master.

You are convinced, because you have "an experience" when you poke yourself in the eyes, (those flashing patterns you see are God within right?) when you stick your thumbs in your ears (God sounds like when you put a seashell to your ear right?) and when you stick your tongue back (am I mistaken, or does God within taste a little snot-like?).

You believe all this stuff, not to mention the garbage about "Perfect Masters" etc, and then fool yourself that it's not based on belief.

Anyway, which ever way you hack it, you ended up in a cult. To get a perspective on your position, try to imagine you have a friend who is a Moonie. He is getting a wonderful experience from his living master, the Rev Moon, and if only you'd give it a chance, you could have the full on Moonie experience too. He would sound wierd wouldn't he?

So do you noword. You'll see, if you stick around here you'll be asked all sorts of awkward questions which you won't be able to answer- even though the questions are from the confused and you have the knowledge of all knowledges. Maybe you'll resolve it by insulting us, and trying to imagine we're just "a hate filled group" or some such shite.

Anyway, here's the good news- if you want to get out of the cult you've come to the right place.

Anth who opendupad his heart too.