Then there we so many like me, full-time DECA or DLM ashram, no-name premies who just worked and worked and worked ourselves to the bone for ten bucks a week, room and board.  I don't blame community premies for feeling resentful for having to work at real 40 hours a week jobs, to support those big-name ashram premies and instructors who just shashayed around Miami Beach and all the other U.S. communities, waited on, hand and foot at their demand and whimsy, like demi-gods and goddesses.