Hi,

this were key words for me, that brougth too much on my shoulders. I got cold feet and those satsangs put me under pressure that nearly made me sick. M was the one who knew and I was the one who did not knew. But today I see that he is fake and that he had fooled us.

I wish so much that my old premiefriends will see that they are lost with M. It can be dramatic.  A few days ago an old premie friend died . There were two things in his life he could not free himself, one was M and the other one were drugs. Mayby if he could have been free from M, he could have been free from drugs, but if he was high he liked it so much to talk about love to and from M.
Okay he could not be straight as those cool ones, he was lost in his crazy love to M who had set this fire. I still hear him singing like in old satsang days......you give me love love love ...crazy love.....

ciao..........wolfie