Hi Kerry,
Life gets better and better without Maharaji. If you don't already feel a huge burden lifted, you soon will.
Your story is similar to mine on one respect. My last program was in 1999 in Montreal and I left it feeling flat, manipulated, etc. The premies had yelled at me when I arrived. Not a good time at all.
Your observations about the two daughters is something I've wondered about, and also what Maharaji said about the Keys...don't be curious.. Wow.
Welcome to the real world, be proud of yourself,
Cynthia