I did recognize that I do forgive those around me for thier human failings and malfunctions.

Rawats behaviours just are extreme.
If I was judge, I would have to immediately call for lifetime imprisonment.
Forgiveness would not make the list of options.
Death would have been the only other judgement, but then I dont know what happens after death, so I wouldnt trust that option.

It would be nice to see him go completely bancrupt. As that would really bother him.
John F Kennedy's dad had a stroke which made it so he couldnt speak and be understood.
Historians have said that his long suffering wife Rose, smiled at his fate and he would get all angry when she would come into the room.
For her, the lord made her husband sit down and shut up.