PS,

I know you continue to be very frustrated by your spouse's long and entrenched involvement with Prem Rawat and his cult.   Living with a premie must be hard and  I don't envy you one bit.

But, if you address your post to premies, I can guarantee that you aren't going to get much satisfaction in return, except excessive apologies for Rawat and his behavior, and more "satsang."  It's a pity, but it's true, but, I've been talking to premies online for years and that sad fact doesn't seem to change.  Anything for Maharaji:  I've been there so I know how strong a feeling it is to be in a true-believing devotee of Prem Rawat. 

Hang in there,

Cynthia