Joy,People carelessly use the word schizophrenic to mean having contradictory beliefs, and yes, maybe I should pull them up on it, especially as my brother was diagnosed with schizophrenia, and after many years of mental illness took his life. But it would get tedious trying to correct all the language errors people make, so I don't. I posted to you because you were specifically accusing Jim of having an ugly mind, which I am sure you will agree was an ugly thing to say.
Regarding myself, my story in in the EPO journeys section. I was a premie for 25 years, saw light, heard music, felt 'Holy Name', tasted nectar, blissed out at darshan, and subscribed to all the beliefs you do. Difference is, I no longer do.
Your question regarding comparing ex-premies with EV/TPRF, etc. is silly, as all the cult experts already list EV as a cult!
John.