"I've got my experience and nothing else matters." This is an intrinsically immoral position, comparable with "He's OK because he makes the trains run on time" and ducks several issues, the foremost being the question of trusting a proven liar.

What has M got to do with your peace anyway? Why do you think it comes from him? Because he says so--but this is someone with no compunction about adultery (along with a lengthy list of other immoralities) so should you trust him? If he will lie to his wife, isn't he even more likely to lie to you?

Have you ever tried having your "experience" detached from M?

Almost anyone on this site will testify that real peace comes when you walk away from M and live your own life. If you want to meditate, fine (I never bother), but you must be able to do that without supporting so blatantly corrupt an individual.

Neville B