I am glad that for you following Maharaji's teachings brings you love, peace, joy, kindness, wisdom; and that this overrides all his faults. If you can still respect him in spite of his greed, excessive drinking, infidelity, and lying then that's your choice. Ex-premie.org exists to help those people who are not happy following Maharaji, but do so in the mistaken belief that he is some kind of incarnation of God, a Messiah. As Jon Ellis says on enjoyinglife.org, it is better that these people are helped away from Maharaji. I'm sure you would agree.