As a kid I used to press my eyes and would see light. I didn't do it much because I figured--probably correctly--that it would damage my eyes.

As a divine experience, forget it. If that's God, then God is frankly pretty useless--impersonal, passive, dumb, impotent. Just a light in your head. No wonder M can claim that guru is greater than God, when "God" is so useless. I walked away from M because I realised that it didn't matter how bright the light was, an impersonal light would never meet the needs of a personal being (me). I'd swap a billion watts of M's light for one relationship with a real person any day.

Anyway, if you want light open the curtains. There's far more light out of the window. In, what'd you call it?, oh yeah, the real world.

Neville B