Hi John,
Within "Maharaji's World" I was very proud to be a premie. In the real world I was very embarrassed. I never told anyone I worked with that I was a premie and never tried to propagate -- I wasn't a good premie in that regard. And now that I'm an ex-premie, I'm actually quite proud to say so if the subject happens to come up and I feel inclined to discuss it.
I wonder if people who read this forum and have received Knowledge in later years, like in the 1990's know that when exes say "Maharaji's World," that we are referring to an actual term that was used by Maharaji and premies all of the time?