The interesting thing to me is that I had that experience when I was being quite pragmatic and objective. I laughed when it took place, as Maharaji was still brown on the video. Even when he changed colour then too, I remained quite obective.

I guess the explanation is maybe that we received beautiful experiences of God via Maharaji as a channel for the same. Plus, he stirred naturally deep natural feelings of soul and spirit inside us.

The alternative experience is that it was all emotionally and psychologically induced.

I adhere to the first explanation. However, if most people adhere to the latter, then that's fine by me.

I still believe that I had divine experiences through Maharaji, but that all such teachers are totally vulnerable.

Long-term premies are seemingly all defined by their belief in Maharaji as unquestionable Lord, which seems to me quite fallacious and increasingly trembling.

I personally believe that God exists and is there behind everything to help us.

Though humans reveal themselves as greatly faulty, God behind is never faulty, and remains there to help us all, by the asking.