Sorry for taking so long to respond back to you. Thanks for asking about the girls and me... We are all doing fine. We put up a beautiful Christmas tree today and went snow boarding, well at least they did Lol.

As far as the forum goes... I think it's time for me to move on too. I've been posting here as you know for a few years now ~ we had another anniversary recently. Two years of the ex-forum.

I'm not saying that I won't post again (I might post something tonight) and do want to update and improve the gallery and maybe check in once a week? lol. But, I lack the motivation to post these days. If I knew for a fact that what I posted was helping enough people... it may inspire me to continue posting.

Part of my motivation in posting has been simply because I have some of the old publications of Prem Rawat. Getting responces back and reading the posts of thoughtful and helpful people or ex premies is what makes this place great!

It was worth it to me ~ I learned from others here as they shared their experiences with all of us.. I also enjoyed seeing the humor and wit by many posters ~ that happened more on F7. I'd rather laugh then cry.

I esp. enjoyed talking with you Judy! and sure I'd love to get paid for making posts and have a vault for this crapy cult stuff to boot! lol.

However... The other more serious reasons as to why I post has to do with my family (including myself) and my friends who lost an incredible amount of precious time following Rawat...not to mention all the money wasted and gone forever. That's the truth.

Thanks Judy for being a friend. I'm really happy about your "love connection" being found on this forum! Who needs to pay for a on-line dating service? when you got this place! Lol.

I'm also happy about your brother. It's not easy to confront the "real" truth. Esp. when it pertains to Prem Rawat who BTW lies about the past. Again ~ I would have to say that the time lost following Prem Rawat and not having the time for family and friends (our real loved ones) is what makes this more than sad.

On a brighter note ~ Merry Christmas Judy! With Thoughts of Love and Cheer to You and Your Loved Ones! Sincerely, Hilltop