"Other than a few minor highs...... how many times did meditation really send you over the edge in bliss? I know I had a few..... but that is just the point.... a "few" times out of HOW MUCH PRACTICE?
I still say..... 30+ years and NOBODY has been liberated...... that is a terrible track record, no? "
Nar...the Lord told us " Never leave room for doubt in your mind "...and could you honestly say you "ALWAYS remembered the Holy Name" until your mind was completely obliterated and you were a bona fide 100% sanctified , pure as the driven snow, autolobotomised, slither -across- the- floor- you- worm , every-bloody- last-thing-given-away,unrecognisable, unidentifiable, every-last-bit-of-personality-wrung-out-of-you, permanently-broke, smartcard carrying, subscription-fully-paid-up, alcoholic,cocaine- snorting , no-right-no-wrong,serial-relationship, o-my-god-what - the f*ck-am-I-doing-and-where-do-I-go-from-here..Devotee-oops-sorry-Person-with-Knowledge ?
If you are not experiencing wall-to-wall bliss it's obviously YOUR FAULT.You didn't obey agya..did you ! You were too stupid to even UNDERSTAND IT just like me and all the other ex-premies posting on this forum.