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09/01/2017, 09:48:19
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As little thought as I've given the cult lately, and just when I thought it finally evaporated, I just became aware of this from the August TPRF newsletter: 

"After winning accolades at numerous film festivals for how it powerfully documents the impact of peace education on the lives of Texas inmates, “Inside Peace” will be shown more than 1,000 times on over 200 PBS television stations in 40 states across the U.S. throughout September! View the broadcast schedule here."

The trailer for the film can be viewed at insidepeacemovie.com

I have not watched it and I apologize if this is old news.  It's great to see the names of so many posters I've missed in recent months!  Connie and I are well and we've been very busy.  I hope to return to the forum soon after a long overdue hiatus.  

Bob







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09/02/2017, 10:27:47
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Hi Bob, how nice to see you here.  Glad to hear all is well. 

I hadn't heard of the film - and isn't Inside Peace a natty double-meaning title!  

I don't know how the old timers square it away after all those years of being told Rawat didn't do media as peace could only be spread on an individual heart to heart basis.












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09/04/2017, 10:10:54
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Natty for sure -- sold to the public as peace inside a prison.  Something about it doesn't sit well with me but I can't quite articulate it, especially since I haven't observed as "session" or watched the documentary.

The odor somehow stems from a captive audience, the usual ulterior motives and the ignoring of Rawat's own previous words and claims -- another "wolf" adorned in "sheep's" clothing... all the elements so familiar in the cult's misguided "propagation" efforts.

Besides, premies must be desperate for some small example of something ostensibly good that they can pat themselves on the back for.  And I wonder how many of those prisoners would show up for an advertised introductory event if they weren't behind bars... of if they had access to the internet.

Sad and yuk are two words that come to mind.

On another note, without going back down to Swimming Free's post, I cracked up when he posted that Rawat was turning to stand-up comics to liven up his events.  All I could picture was a ventriloquist with a Rawat doll on his lap.  Ideas for a script are right up there with all the ideas we had for a South Park episode!

Then, of course, there's Amaroo and so many other great thread topics that I've missed out on.  I wonder if the "dry" public relations person who tried to represent the "delegates" was at it again.  Probably not -- I can't image the layers of security charged with preventing Inside Edition (or was it A Current Affair?) or any other news organization from getting anywhere close this time.








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09/04/2017, 19:49:55
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No it doesn't sit well with me either.  So there was this fairly simple idea we had back in the seventies - Guru Maharaj Ji was going to bring peace by spreading it on an individual basis, heart to heart - if all the individuals had peace inside them then the world would be at peace.

I dunno if it really works like that, it doesn't we live and we learn but we were sincere in believing him.

Using the title inside peace to me is unkind - it is like Rawat is expressing contempt towards the premies who believed him back in the 70's, like he is saying peace inside, or peace of mind to use an old-fashioned phrase is worth no more than a double-meaning joke.

And we've got an instinct for inner peace don't we, a deep down instinct at work for all our life.  Not something to be disrespected imo.

It was the recognition that far from having peace of mind I was highly conflicted that started my conscious thought trail out of the cult that had imprisoned my youthful mind.  

so nice to see you here again, Bob.  










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09/05/2017, 06:39:24
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So much said in so few words:

To paraphrase: a word play that insinuates mockery for "inner peace," a cornerstone of "Knowledge;" our irrepressible instinct for inner peace, strength, independence, etc.; and the inevitable conflict between the cult and our daily lives (that so many premies have likely rationalized away in fascinating ways).

Thinking back, perhaps at the core of my conflict was the blatant, malicious contempt Rawat, members of his family and his inner circle cabal had for everyday premies, for... me!  (This came to a head during the team trainings.)

Perhaps it started when Linda Pascotto got away scot free when she said she didn't like meditation in "Passages" a globally distributed cult revisionist DVD.  Some people have a hard time looking themselves in the mirror.  They'd rather smash it than face it.

Perhaps that's what all the contempt is really about.  They can't face the fact that they were duped -- that they fell for it too! -- and so they try to mock and destroy the reminders, the vestiges that remind them of their dalliance with devotion, with... yuk, everyday premies, the bohemians and bongos and people too stupid to stop practicing satsang, service and meditation... the "sari brigades," all the while indulging in their vices and lavish, superior lifestyles and justifying it by saying, "don't have concepts."  (I was being sarcastic -- I never thought of premies in those ways... but others certainly did.)

And besides, mockery can be a two way street!

It reminds me of the time (and Jasper had a similar experience) when I unexpectedly bumped into (Guru Mahatma) Charananand at a large premie event.  He had just finished his first set, satsang, and went back stage to prepare for his second set -- devotional bhajans.  Searching for a men's room, I bumped into him in a backstage bathroom.  His look was dark, glowering and sinister.  (To be fair, that was only my impression.)

My takeaway to this day is that he was disgusted by how low he has to stoop to maintain his cushy, unemployed western lifestyle by pretending to be a true believer and chief advocate of so much tripe.

Apparently, some people love golf that much.

But perhaps the ultimate form of contempt is Rawat allowing another human being to kiss his foot as a result of the utter chaos and confusion he implanted in him or her, which is only a slight level of contempt above his demand for and control of ashrams and everything they entailed.

I wonder how the inmates would feel about that.

Thank you, Lesley, for such a clear reminder!








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09/06/2017, 07:12:20
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lovely post, Bob - vintage Lakeshore!

contempt is an interesting emotion.  There's a lot to it and not often thought about.  I think there's a good side to it.

I remember opening my eyes during a K review and seeing Rawat on stage and the contempt he was feeling was palpable.  Well what else could he feel looking at the sea of premies - grown adults sticking their fingers in their face just like he told them to.

So it alerted me that something was wrong, from the premie perspective believing all his lies, he shouldn't be feeling contempt at such a time, he should be feeling respectful and happy and feeling the love in a roomful of meditating premies.

I remember someone, one of the Mikes I think it was, telling the story of being sent to find Charanand and convince him to remain rather than taking off with his girlfriend and the argument that swayed him was when he told him that if he left then he would just be an ordinary Indian gentleman at large in America and he stayed.  

Being ordinary was too much for him.  

I wonder if he looks back and regrets not leaving now - he could have set up his own cult.  Maybe not, maybe he would have got less golf. 

 








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09/07/2017, 18:27:53
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Great post Lakeshore...good to have you back. And the ever-insightful Lesley, right on point as always.

Honestly I hated Charananand. He seemed like a small-minded, spiteful prick with a superiority complex imo. Oh yeah, he could bask in the glow of the stage lights singing his "perfectly translated bhajans". 

But in real life he always seemed aloof and oddly conflicted. Unless he was being treated like The #1 Devotee that he thought he was...safron robes and all. 

Maybe he spent an entire lifetime pining for his high school sweetheart ?...I don't know... In the Broad Ripple he was routinely elusive and rude... contemptuous sums up his personality perfectly. 

But the real reason I am posting is because I have been thinking about human relations, or more precisely human contracts. If you think about it WE were the only ones in this lopsided relationship who took vows or made eternal promises. Well ok...this is a bit of a gray area...but what did he actually promise to deliver besides an amorphous "experience" ? Try taking that argument to Divorce Court or to a Business Dispute.

"Well Your Honor, I delivered exactly what my clients expected from me...a vague and subjective set of goals and values...that I reserved the right to change daily, based on my capricious nature... after all, I AM the Lord of the Universe...and you know that comes with a long list of entitlements...you read my manifesto didn't you ? " 

In reality we took ALL the risks in this emotional arrangement. He offered up no spiritual earnest money or deposit. Oh well, he did say that the purrfect master "eclipsed our efforts in a millisecond" or something like that. He probably just finished watching Star Trek that afternoon... 

But he always took emphatic steps to remind us that he could "do without us" or "continue on his own" or that "he doesn't need to bend" to our humanness (and our myriad tiresome needs). 

In short he wrote a one sided contract with infinite fine print that only HE was privileged to interpret and worthy to dispense opinions on.

No businessman, statesman or negotiator would submit to such terms...unless it was a complete and utter document of defeat and surrender (there's that S word again...).

So, it's not that I read too much into this imaginary compact that we sort of signed...both sides kind of let it go wild with ambiguity... But come on...we passed through spiritual adolescence a long long time ago, didn't we ? Isn't it time to grow up ? I guess Tinkerbell has pity on aging, alcoholic, narcissist gurus. 

But I can't help but feel concern for my old friends that arrive at Amaroo each year, thinking that Peter Pan can still swing from a star...

I'm speechless, well sort of.



 







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09/07/2017, 20:02:38
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there was a solid contract - 'surrender the reins of your life and I will give you such a peace as will never die'.  

Not only that it was going to make us perfect!  'Just one spark of this Knowledge wherever it hits is made perfect' 

There was no ambiguity about it Knowledge was going to put you in touch with God.  Stopping your ears was going to tune you into celestial music.

He promised us God's love.  Him, He was going to give it to us.  Oh well he did amend that a bit - didn't want to know our names and a lot of whining about we don't know how hard it is to be the Perfect Master and numbering the techniques 1 to 4.

It was a real bait and switch - surrender and I will give you love to oh no I mean if you don't give me everything you have then I won't give you love.

and as you say he never gave any in the first place.

"He probably just finished watching Star Trek that afternoon"  - very funny, manincar!

It still has a certain shock and awe aspect to me that he got up on stage and kept it up during his daily life that he was the living master of us all.  

It's such a very big as well as brazen lie.

The first thing I set myself to do when I exited was write here and prove I could talk better than him.  






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09/08/2017, 17:40:45
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"But the real reason I am posting is because I have been thinking about human relations, or more precisely human contracts.  If you think about it WE were the only ones in this lopsided relationship that took vows or made eternal promises."

Yes, good point, it's the crux of it isn't it.  We had to have faith in him.  

And it's such a precious gift to ask for.






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09/09/2017, 10:22:26
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Reading Manincar's excellent post and your excellent reply -- vague ambiguous contract versus crystal clear ultimate contract -- reminded me of what someone said about holding opposite views concurrently being the mark of a genius.

Not that your views are conflicting, but geniuses nevertheless! 







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09/08/2017, 13:17:03
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It was a verbal contract that we were conditioned to desire, but worse, we were required to recite the vow in the K session, before we were allowed to receive "Knowledge," capital "K."

'Oh
my Guru Maharaji, I dedicate myself to your lotus
feet. I am weak and ignorant and am filled with the
impurities of this world.

Oh Guru Maharaji, please take my mind and purge me
of the impurities I possess. Reveal to me the
knowledge of all knowledge.

Strengthen me, uplift me and reveal the kingdom of
heaven within inside of me.

Bring me from hate to love, from darkness to light,
death to immortality.

I will OBEY you implicitly and will never reveal
this knowledge to anyone for any reason.

I will keep in contact with you through my
DEVOTIONAL LOVE, satsang,meditation and
service.

Thank you my LORD for everything.'


I don't know what aspirants have to do in order to receive the techniques now, but my guess is they sign a promise not to disclose anything.

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I've tried to quote it on the forum many times from memory.  I'd forgotten that it was part of my Knowledge session: Kansas City, Kansas, Trivinanand, August 1973 -- road trip from Michigan.

I vividly remember when everyone would hit the deck after Arti (and Twameva Mata... as if one stupid song wasn't enough), someone would speak a line after which everyone else would repeat it.  There I was, face buried in the floor, fervently repeating it line by line.  I wonder how the inmates would feel about that missing chapter.

I think about you often and always hope you're well!

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yes, that's the one.  

I knew Manincar was right - on nothing that would stand up in court, we were the ones who had to come up with the deposit - stump up with the emotional currency.  But I also knew we doing it for a reason - he had made a promise of delivery.  Fulfilment no less.

when I exited I remember sitting on a rock, we had just been playing croquet and I recognised quite clearly that my thoughts were kicked through hoops by specific phrases which always took me back to where I started instead of making any progression.

So I chewed through all the phrases, dismantling the hoops.  That's when I recognised I had lots of compartmentalised beliefs - and a lot of it was entirely incompatible.  No wonder I had ended up feeling so at war with myself.  I remember finding it a rather enjoyable process - putting the conflicting beliefs into one compartment to see what was left standing.   What a mess being a premie made of our heads!  

It's not the many lies you reject, it's the one you let through.  Too big to even think it could be a lie. 

And that is what I see in common amongst the key figures that have caused problems in my life.  They all got me by lying about something I could not imagine a person could lie about.

Well can you imagine playing the part of Perfect Master?  Mr Lord of the Universe no less.  Knowing you are lying.  Knowing there are people smarter than you that you are fooling.

I couldn't do it, I couldn't imagine doing it.   It takes time and experience to recognise that there are other people who can and do lie about the things that really matter and do it quite deliberately and get pleasure out of fooling people, the smarter the better.






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09/09/2017, 10:08:43
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"I'm speechless, well sort of."
                                                   
Put another way, what could you possibly say about so much absurdity? 
                                                  
Just for fun, I've been curious about what it would be like to compare a sampling of rationalizations from lifetime Amaroo go-ers to get a sense of how far they've drifted from Rawat's original words and promises and each other in terms of any common perspectives.
I'm picturing it in the form of a dry satirical documentary/mockumentary, with serious interview clips of premies.






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"...seeing Rawat on stage and the contempt he was feeling was palpable.  Well what else could he feel looking at the sea of premies - grown adults sticking their fingers in their face just like he told them to."

"Being ordinary was too much for him."  

Being Accepting myself as ordinary (perhaps less so because most people weren't so vulnerable and susceptible) was one of my cult recovery goals.  It sounds strange -- when was I ever not ordinary -- but the superiority complex cast upon me by Rawat and reinforced by premie culture, the sense of being most fortunate, special, chosen, different, "I have wisdom!", etc., tainted every last one of my relationships.  In the end, my duplicity, double life and disingenuous-ness -- masquerading to fit in with not knowers -- nauseated me.








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being vulnerable and susceptible doesn't make you less than ordinary, Bob - slap dang in the middle of ordinary I'd say.  tho, judging by your posts, maybe a case can be made for more than ordinary.

Unless I am mistaken, which I'm not , you have that extra dollop of kindness and the intelligence that goes along with it, Bob.

but yes, god i hated that superiority complex of being a premie, I would always have a bad dose of it after a program.  It would wear off pretty quick tho - here in Australia people are pretty quick to give you that don't be a dill look.  But you're still left with the nub of it - the belief that you have this special knowledge they don't. 

It's so long ago now it's worn into history but it's still so nice to be out of the cult.  I remember that sense of getting the ability to think back - like normal like I had before I got a fake god, like I had thought all the way back into my childhood but which had been stymied all that time inside.








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Ah yes, the highly desirable 5 AM time slot has been snagged in many places!






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Hi Marianne!

I've only seen clips of the video.  Given that it's on PBS at 5:00 am, most people will sleep through it.  Thank God.

Hope you're well...
Love,
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Did the cult give money to PBS for the airtime?  (For those not in the US, PBS...Public Broadcasting Service, continually struggles for money both from the government and private donations)






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My first thought before I started the thread was that premies, either through employment, affiliation or some sort of influence, e.g., financial, infiltrated PBS, much like Mitch Ditkoff at the Huffington Post or the anniversary of the movie "Gandhi."  (And where was security when "Peace Is Possible" popped up in gift bags on a Hollywood red carpet?)

You can bet those premies weren't outspoken about Rawat before they surreptitiously went about their "participation" lest they jeopardize the platform that enabled them to engage in such infiltration!

With Marianne's observation that time slots were generally around 5:00 a.m., it's comical that the cult's long standing trend of exploiting media outlets that they played no role in establishing or supporting carries on in true deceptive form... like the long list of charitable organizations that TPRF parasitically partners with attaches its name to (and milks) for the petty price of small donations.

(Like years of "leafleting" public access television stations -- at 2:00 in the morning -- with their fancy but empty DVDs.)

The problem here is me.  After all these years, I'm still susceptible to the notion that the cult will make some sort of breakthrough into (minor) mainstream acceptance -- they're certainly conspiring in their own cute ways.  I give it that much respect for its misguided determination. 

Silly me.








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Hi NIK, it's been a long time!

Although my initial reaction to your post was that PBS certainly dropped the ball by not digging deep enough, I was immediately reminded of a lingering apprehension I have about the cult: I don't underestimate the inroads it is capable of making (a last vestige of negative respect I have for it).  There are/were many competent, motivated, intelligent premies with resources -- now with a lifetime of professional careers behind them.  

Take "I want to make a million bucks for Maharaji" Chuck Nathan for example. 

"Don't you want to be impeccable!?", shouted Valerio.  The level of care ("consciousness" as the cult likes to say) that sometimes goes into service, participation... doing things for Rawat... far exceeds many standards, to say the least.

That's what those premies do when they go about their insidious little infiltrations (and milk all the publicity they can get out of it) -- present a superficially impeccable, polished façade (as evidenced by the high production quality -- glossy -- introductory video clip on the Peace Education Program (PEP) website that I just skimmed through).

All the right words and all the right faces from all the right places, a direct result of the social status filtration system that was an invisible hallmark of that cult.  I can see how easy it might be for some good organizations to let their guard down.

Clearly, PBS dropped the ball by its own standards unless it fell for premies' polished, impeccable, "conscious," well rehearsed revisionist lines if/when it questioned them about "who is this PR in TPRF?"








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