LOL not paid.
I love that you said Susan ( I can't believe I chose Susie there was just a ring to it)
Following Susiewasapremie comes with the hazard of seeing images of the cult leader you worked SO HARD to get out of your life, hearing the songs that instantly become earworms and you suprisingly remember everyword of, seeing how he really is at least, APPEARING, to have legitimacy is some circles getting into schools, scouting, writing children's books, speaking to prisoners, drug rehabs.
You all do know, something got me upset about this all over again. I had been at the point for years I checked the forum just because I thought Prem Rawat was such a has been I wouldn't even know any other way when at least his version of the cult was no longer.