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While packing up and moving recently I came across an old folder of premie music. Someone had made a neat job of pasting photos of Rawat on the front and inside covers. This folder hadn't seen the light of day for nigh on 30 years and the photo quality had got a bit fly blown or roach blown.
While driving to the beach this morning with the full moon and the evening star hanging large and brilliant in the clear dark sky I began musing on beauty, something that is extremely powerful but rarely talked about.
I always thought Rawat was plug ugly but lots of premies really seemed to believe he was beautiful. But then most premies have dumped Rawat into the garbage can of history and surely they wouldn't do that if they still believed and saw him as beautiful. It's not as if only those who saw him as beautiful have all remained premies and the rest become apostates. At least these days, pwks seem to have a better idea of how everybody else sees him (or maybe they now also see how ugly he is on a physical level) because on the net all the photos of him on official premie sites are small and dark. So what happens, is it like as blinding light and suddenly you see him as he is, ugly and sick with years of abuse, or a gradual process of revulsion.
Anyway brace youself
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