The only major difference from my perspective is that I remember the leaving and spacing out being caused by Rawat's command to close the ashrams and stop having satsang and not caused by a personal reaction to the super-devotional period. people weren't leaving in droves and so the ashrams were closed and satsang stopped where I was living. There were more premies than there ever had been as the "residence" in Fig Tree Pocket had been puchased and "service" went on there and premies had come from all over Australia to live nearby.On the other hand where could the super-devotional period have gone? How often could premies go gaga over his dancing? How much more intense would it be before it got boring for everyone? I have no idea.
