As I never actually believed in Rawat I guess the answer is no.I certainly believed that the experience I was having in satsang (and later to a lesser extent in meditation) was extremely enjoyable and that despite the many problematic aspects of DLM and Knowledge I should give this "path" a try, a full on try.
On the other hand there was little doubt that it was a long shot and so I entered the process with the belief that "by their fruits ye shall know them" and if after x amount of years those fruits hadn't matured but it was just another one of the hundreds or thousands of millenial cults that had failed before it I would jump ship. In my case it turned out that x=7.
