Your self importance (and increasingly desperate need to share it) is becoming highly amusing for those who have followed your career as 'webmaster' . Gosh that title sounds almost imperial doesn't it!? John, you've talked your way upm an imaginary ladder to a non existent greatness and significance. Now THAT is embarrassing!But sorry pal, your above post is full of contradiction and if I may be so bold...lies. Prem Rawat does not take up a small part of your life at all. Why do you not at least be honest with your public? Anyone with ANY thorn in their side, well, can you see the problem? You were given, hands, eyes and shops where you can buy tweekers, go pull the thorn out and stop whining about it. That's what your ex band of disenchanted followers are realising. They have woken up. You admit to not taking responsibility for your life when you were young. How about taking responsibility for it now.
Your post about shame and embarrassment was another hilarious example. You are lying John, about why people are no longer interested in hate. You won't accept that people are taking their names off your list because they no longer want to be associated with you and your 'committment'.
It is too obvious John, err...Mr Emporer.....
look down, just for a second.
Oh, and by the way. Keep all your posts. In 20 years time you will read them again and.....
