Is that really what you feel, - that the "one serious thorn" in your life is exposing Rawat's scam to the world via the internet?

John, to many people who have exed (often thanks to what they've discovered by reading EPO) your thorn has resulted in the flowering of their rose of finding independence from Rawat. But if you feel you need a break, why not just leave the site 'live' with a note that the (massive) amount of content on it will stay unedited for the next xxx months or so?

You deserve a break more than most. Yes you do!
(And don't worry, EPO can speak for itself).