I want and need an appology from him for wasting decades of my life portraying himself as the LORD OF THE UNIVERSE and putting his stinky feet to be kissed...'cause if we didn't, we were not "real" devotees, remember?  A BIG APPOLOGY.

Yearn...desire...have passion...the perfect friend...the only friend...and all the BS he pedalled to make us stay in the cult... Too much to remember and for that, too much to forget.  He would love us to go away.  No luck.

He affected my past, my present and my future.  Of course I have reasons to want an applogy.  I am a human being.   He lied to me and kept me in the cult.  Hundreds of videos explain the mechanisms he used.  YOU cannot erase his words.  

 You think and talk as he instructed you and you are doing an excellent job.  You're a true devotee.  Keep it up.  The sun is shinning in you. your words will be in the archives forever.  THANKS!!