.....could smile and dance and be a lot of fun ( If you like "fun" Hindu style......Funny dances, jingling bells, crown-wearing,chucking paint around,fireworks etc)

...but I remember in his early satsangs that the 13 year old perfect master talked about being "beaten" by Shri Hans ( but always beaten with" love "). That kind of childhood isn't conducive to developing good mental health .

In fact , I'm sure I read something that Raja Ji seemed to nearly admit something about his father ...maybe on Drek's site.I'll go see if I can find it.