Hi John

"Do you think there are positives from following Rawat?" 

All the wonderful and wacky people I have met. All the friends I made.

All the good times I had. I have felt things as a premie that I will probably never feel again.

You've asked for the positives so I will not go into the negatives. But let me tell you this: at this stage in my life I see more grey hues than black and white - everywhere. Grey being the colour of change. In this evolving, becoming, transforming universe my perspective too is evolving. All the time. Personally I am not unhappy with that although sometimes it gets a bit hairy (and lonely).