It has been pretty freaky for some us to realize what happened to us.

We left him behind and reclaiming our territory is no easy task. It seems at times that the damage inflicted in our minds is difficult to overcome and complete healing seems impossible, but as time goes by, it gets better. 

Many are going to die premies, they will die devotees of a fake cause.

I'm glad you made it! One more!!

Have checked this site?

http://www.freedomofmind.com/resourcecenter/help/onesself/

and in other page for professionals a few interesting ideas are presented.  It is important to find a shrink who knows about cults and is not easy to find one.

There are places like this : http://wellspringretreat.org/

other page: http://wellspringretreat.org/services.html

Depending where you live, there is help available.  If money is an issue, I prompt you to e-mail Wellspring and explain your situation and they can find resources to pay for the fees of the 2 weeks stay for you to receive the proper therapy.

Take care,