From my rationalist materialist mythic epic time-constrained multi-dimensional universal view I agree with you whole-heartedly.

Thank you, sis, for telling the most remarkable tale. I believe you. Whether past lives are metaphor for other existences or not, your story has the ring of truth.

We have mythologies because they tell of important events from our past. It seems a plausible theory that events play themselves out over and over again until they are assimilated and transformed.

I do know that Prem Rawat has a certain elemental power that I have learned to deflect. I will admit that since I exited the cult, and made my opposition to Rawat's methods known, I have exercised enormous energies to protect myself psychically. Particularly when I was supporting John Macgregor just after his Anton Piller order.

I will admit publicly my first realisation when I recognised that Rawat was not who he purported to be, a human with a specially wonderful and good gift.

I had a moment of recognising his true nature. I saw very clearly that his nature was in fact diabolical. I was initially extremely frightened. What I did, was to look my fear in the face and dissolve it. I then took control of my own life and recognised my own divinity. This to me seemed to be the way to deal with not only exiting from the cult, but also to deal with any psychic fallout that might accompany leaving the cult.

It worked. As I say, I protect myself, mind and body, soul and spirit, constantly. I do this for ongoing protection.

I do not underestimate the vengeful nature of Rawat.

I saw first hand what he wreaked on John Macgregor. And believe me, the frightened pathetic man who published that apology was in that state because of one man's desire for revenge.

This is not to mystify or glorify Rawat's psychic tricks. For that is what they are. But to bring them into the light of day, not underestimating their craft.

Now maybe we are two whackos, dear Karen, but I write you this in case it helps. And you may want to imagine a pure wall of white light surrounding you that will protect you with love from any energies directed at you that are unlike love.

I do not underestimate the elemental powers of people from a culture like India, and whether your perceptions are projections of subconscious realities or physically true, I do not have the wit or wisdom to know or comment.

All I know is that I recognise in you one of the finest and most conscient beings I have had the pleasure to encounter.

love

Nya