I mean 'peace' as in a sense of completeness where life is concerned, all the time, during 'normal life'. I make a conscious commitment to try to feel that all the time,...I hope you don't mind me saying but this sounds a little odd. Sounds like you're developing your own mental techniques and following them. Be careful you don't prevent the events of life actually giving you that 'sense of completeness' by imposing your idea of what a 'sense of completeness' should be between you and life!!!
Anyway, I'm sure you'll work it all out. 
John.
