My wife and I were premies for donkey's years, and brought up two sons at the same time- fortunately niether of them became ensnared in the cult before we left.

You say Rawats' cult isn't a belief system- well I'm sorry to say it is.

Here's what you're expected to believe.

There is such a thing as "Knowledge" which you experience by poking yourself in the eye, sticking your thumbs in your ears, sticking your tongue back and following your breathing.

You have to believe that the patterns you see when you press your eyeballs is god within- soul- inner peace etc. Same for what you hear, taste and feel.

You have to believe there is such a thing as a perfect Master.

That Rawat is the living perfect master (satguru, avatar, god on earth etc)

You have to believe that the gibberish he talks makes sense. (Could you repeat anything meaningful you've heard him say on a video- I doubt it. He usally comes out with banalaties like- "Be happy. It's better to be happy than sad etc.)

You have to believe, once you're in the cult, that giving lots of money to Rawat will somehow make your life better.

You have to believe that if it doesn't live up to expecrtations, it's your own fault, because you're not trying enough- maybe you should send more money.

Young man- he's not a genius- he's a very confused person who finds it difficult to relate to anyone who isn't worshipping him as god on earth.

Stay level headed- stay away from cults- and enjoy the rest of your life.