I wonder how premies REALLY feel about rawat being demoted from LOTU? It seems that they are mostly in denial about the whole issue, playing word games like Jonx, and skirting the real blatant facts. Are they still secretly holding on to their beliefs, and waiting for that magic day when rawat will suddenly declare himself to be the True Savior of mankind?

 

I know when the ashrams closed down, I was waiting for the gopi days to return for a LONG time. Unfortunately for me I moved to Asheville and I couldn't relate to the premie scene at all here. Premies were smoking dope, wife swapping and these disgusting male premies were having sex with their 14 year old step daughters and justifying it as "natural." So I retreated from being involved in active premie life, but held onto my beliefs privately for far longer than I probably otherwise would.....until I came across EPO. Thank all of you again that had the courage to bring forth all of this information. It was hard for me to ex out, but I feel SO much better now. I have grown so much in the last couple of years. It was like I was living my life in a plastic bag. I could see reality, I could feel reality, but there was a membrane separating me from it. Now I am free.

 

I keep remembering how rawat used to tell that story of Guru Nanuk and  the disciple coming across the snake being eaten alive by a million ants. The disciple asks Nanuk about the karma of the snake. Nanuk replied that the snake was a false guru and all the ants were the REALLY angry devotees getting their revenge. If rawat was once the LOTU and is no more, think what karmic fate awaits him? If someone like Jonx ever is able to really admit that he was duped, how angry will he be? In the US it looks like all that is left of premies are the really die hard ones. What will it take for them to leave? Rawat in jail (an enticing image)? Can anyone come up with a good graphic on that?