What is it you want? Do you want forgiveness? Do you want approval? Do want acceptance? What?Are you still looking for answers about your own involvement in a cult? Do you want to free your wife from the cult? Do you want help in that regard?
Do you want to help other people who are leaving the cult process their experience? What?
I am puzzled by your continuing presence here, although you certainly are welcome as long as the forum owner says you are welcome.
You haven't really done or said much of anything that would assist others in recovery, and you have been instrumental in the downfall of John MacGregor, a once powerful voice in the media in the struggle to show the other side of Prem Rawat and his cult. You really helped fuck that one up.
What are your expectations here? I'm really curious. And to satisfy you and your defense attorney Heller, I do sincerely apologize for saying you deliberately set up John. I guess I was wrong on that.
I'm trying to understand you here, your motivations and perhaps your plans for your future involvement with ex-premies. Can you tell me?
