I was in Rome for the umptieth time... This time I did not only stayed locked up in the Sprts Hall - I visited historical sites like Forum Romanum and Hadrianus Villa. That was really inspiring liberating... I mean, we never had time or money to go anywhere else than to festivals - there was always the danger of "freaking out" and doing forbidden things. And those forbidden things were having doubts, questioning the superiority of M, not meditating "properly", chit-chating, going to see relatives in stead of attending a program...